The truth i never told anyone about...

Ya know, I've been harassed over what I liked, what I enjoyed. in high school, people made fun and bullied me tie and time again to the point I gave up and tore my drawings up to pieces and was ready to give up on life and the people in it... I had one friend, I trusted him to help support me, but you know what? he chose to join them....

He mocked me, teased me, made me feel like *squee!* every single day of my life during school... my parents could see it. So they pulled me out and homeschooled me, but at night I'd feel every single urge to end my own life... I've almost done three times, but a guilty conscience stopped me.

I felt so alone, even my family didn't even notice my depression I had developed. I was left to deal with my emotions.... I hated myself, those I trusted and people in school I held animosity for. people at school didn't help when they said, "Kill yourself, nobody wants someone like you."

That was the cause of the second attempt to end my own existence, but mother came in and saw it and had to call the rest to keep me from doing it, I cursed them for it... telling them "what's the point of living when everyone around you hates you..?" But having found markipliers this channel, it has brought me more happiness than ever... Now I have friends who care and help me out when I feel weak and hopeless...

To those affected... I hope you remember that life is worth living, it's not all bad. Just keep your head held high and keep telling yourself, "I won't let this beat me, I'm stronger than this. I won't let my own emotions control me.." it worked for me, maybe it will for you.