Azeth's blog

If anyone is wondering why I suddenly disappeared for a while with no mention to why, it's because my data usage was nearly maxed out again. Thankfully, I'm back to normal as of today. I made huge hiatus on being on the internet in general to keep the data from not rising too quickly. Thankfully it didn't max out, but I think it was because I was very stringent on internet usage. I hate to do it, but it had to be done so I don't get hit with data over usage fees. I got lucky last time when it went over, but if it did this time... I'd be in a heep of trouble.

Anyway, I'm back. I also know why my data sky rocketed like that. It was because of Netflix. Don't get me wrong, I don't use it. One of my friends was using a account from one of his friends. I told him that we cannot continue keeping the app for the Wii U because of all the data it soaks up. Thankfully, that got resolved quickly and we removed the Netflix app. This shouldn't happen again.

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This is awesome and ironically this was found on e621 of all places. I know it's not all porn all the time, but I really didn't expect this. This would defiantly be a good background for a huge fan of the Alien series. Alien Isolation is a exceptionally well made game and one that I recommend to anyone who has seen at least the first two movies.

I'm sitting here dealing with fire alarm testing. It's been going on since about 9:00 am. I have been hearing people complaining how it's scaring the crap out of their pets. Some are sick and tired of it all together. The good news in all this though is that tomorrow the building across from us will be dealing with all day testing. So torture will be shifted. I just have a feeling that everyone will have a ringing in their ears for the rest of the day, if they haven't already gone deaf from how loud the alarms are.

A number of things have me ticked off. The two most pressing things involve a stupid idiot setting of the fire alarm in my apartment complex, and the second thing involves a issue that happened here. It's a resolved issue, but it's left the person affected feeling rather down. I feel a mixture of things. None are happy emotions for sure. Let's see: Sadness, Anger, and the best one... HATE. Not sure what I'll do from here, but I just hope that @saberscratch88 will be alright. None of that anger or hate is directed at him.

I hope everypony else has a good day... I'll try to make mines better. The keyword is 'try'...

Well there are a number of things to dislike. The holiday existing in general, everyone being lovey dovey, and the fact that you are forced to give a care as a kid. The worst part is if your single on this day, it's the most grueling day of your life and one you'd rather not pay attention to. This day is honestly one of the reasons that I like to be secluded and alone, and why I'm fairly introverted. I like to keep to myself this day and if I must go out to do something, I tend to block out people in the world around me. I know it's kinda bad to do that... but I'm uncertain that I want a relationship really. There too much bastardization in the world to really want love from anyone. No one should be subjected to shameless flirts either, the ones that can break your heart in a instant. It's not fair to say everyone is like that, but I don't really trust this world. I tend to be cynical to protect my pride and my heart. Maybe one day someone can prove to me otherwise... though I dought it.

I got to see Deadpool today with my friend for his birthday. It's an amazing movie simply put. All the lude, crude, and all around weird of the greatest 4th wall breaking anti-hero this side of nuttyville~ This movie even covers how Deadpool came to be. I cannot say enough good about it. Also, saying that Deadpool needs to be PG-13 would ruin what makes this movie so great. I support it being rated R to be honest.

Link: https://static1.e621.net/data/9c/98/9c98bc258c65954d2a62889f4d1d9832.gif​

This is pretty cute, though I'd bite someone's hand for doing this to me. I'm sleeping dang it! Then again it would be funny too I guess. Not sure why ponies have a fascination with making me silly, sexy, or full on creepy however...

Due to recent events as of late. I feel like my affections on the Last to Post thread type, is being kinda spat upon. No member names will be given for the reason of not spreading any hate. I'll be honest though. While I've adopted a Chrysalis persona on here, I'm not heartless. I'll openly admit I am a bit cynical and I have issues with trust around strangers, but I am friendly and rather affectionate to those I see as a friend. My affection is mostly due to me being apart of the furry fandom. With furries, we are very affectionate and we do hug and cuddle a lot. Go ahead and say it. I'm a fur *squee!*. I could careless.

Anyway, the affection caries over and it's not something I can shut off at will. I can only restrain it for times it's not needed. the last time I checked, being affectionate wasn't an offence on here. Meh, whatever. I'll just cease posting on the Lost to Post thread types since I doesn't seem my affection is wanted there.

Have a good day everypony.

Due to things that are somewhat out of my control, I'll be active only when I can be. This is something that isn't permenate by any stretch but will be keep me off here and PonyTheaters a little more often than normal.
Recently, my friend had gotten a capture card and is using my laptop for the time being until he gets his own PC to add the Capture Card on. He has been less active on it lately, but due to how much time it takes to record, edit, and upload video content, I'll not be active as often on my laptop.

I'll be active 100% once things change. Untill then, I'll just only get one when I can.

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Apparently Princess Celestia loves tormenting alien races so much that she decidedly made a screaming sun to torment a solar system of beings for all eternity. I knew Princess Celestia was tyrant, but sweet Celestia this is devious.

But in all seriousness. When I first took a glance at this, I nearly fell over pissing myself. This is a brilliant idea for a image considering that Princess Celestia is the princess of the sun after all and the sun being raised is from Rick and Morty. This was part of a stream by JJ who was the creator of Ask Princess Molestia. lol

I'm sorry, I'm still internally losing it looking at this image even now.

Screaming Sun Scene <------ Link

I don't know why but I've been thinking about this. Ever since I've been watching a playthrough of Fran Bow, it's provoked a lot of questions about my thoughts and why I picked Queen Chrysalis as my fave villain, or maybe as one of my fave characters in general. I've brought the question up before with myself but for some reason it's really bothering me tonight. Maybe it's because I see myself in her. I'm sure many of you could probably question how I feel a connection with something fictional... but for some reason Chrysalis calls to me in ways that not many other characters in MLP FiM would. I'll openly admit that love Fluttershy a lot and, for some time, I'm compared myself to her. But for some reason, it didn't feel like there was enough of a connection. Like it was never meant to be. But with Chrysalis I feel a connection that cannot be explained. Maybe it's just my like for her as a fan... but it feels deeper than that. Practically spiritual... if that makes any sense.

Queen Chrysalis is headstrong and wanting the love of Equestria, but she doesn't know how to do it in a way that would be friendly. She forces it. It's almost odd that I would compare myself to somepony who cannot mix properly with pony society. But that's where I think I may understand where many others may not. While Chrysalis seeks love by force... but she also seeks for the world to burn at the same time. She doesn't see the world the way other ponies do. She suffers knowing that ponies will despise her kind no matter what. Her hive, her home, is the only place of comfort. Where she feels safe from the world. This is how I feel with a lot of the world, and I seek to be alone a lot. When I lived with my parents, I stayed to myself and hid from the world in the basement. While I am here now in my apartment, I feel safe and isolated from the world... I've always hated a lot of the world. I've always hated what this world has turned into. I know I'm powerless to change it, no matter how much I'd like to try on my own, or with others.

The other things is my spiritual connection with nature. Unlike most who just enjoy from afar, I actually enjoy being apart of it. I mediate much in the heart of a forest, to gather my mind and remove the stresses of the world. My mind connecting with nature in ways the human mind cannot see normally. That's maybe where the hive mind comes into play. I'm aware of may surroundings through nature itself. Much like Chrysalis talks to her changelings and maybe the hive itself. By hive, I mean the organic home she lives in.

I don't know. I maybe think into it to much, but this is how I feel. I feel happy as Chrysalis in a sense of speaking, like it was something I was meant to be. Even now, I don't really see myself being any other way. Though I guess there is no pain in admitting something like this.

Da hell does Fleek even mean?





Anyway, either I'm getting old or I'm out of the trends going on right now. But seriously, what retard made up this word? It's probably been around for all of 2015, but I just now started noticing it being shown and mentioned more. It's just one of those words made up by people that bother me.

I seriously though Fleek was some image sharing website before I looked it up on Google. I know I maybe making a mountain out of a mole hill but this legit bothers me. Not too mention that this word seems to have an entrely different meaning when the word on is added, though the definition of Fleek refers to the on fleek... IDK anymore...