Night Fury's blog

Before I say anything, i want to warn you that the first 2 secs of video audio are distorted, but correct themselves right away.

This is a video of my first match on Roblox "Phantom Force Advanced Tactical Warfare" and haven't gotten used to the keyboard and mouse yet when playing it, so I may die a lot. Hope you guys can give some tips on getting better.​

I really hope you guys enjoy this one, as it took me two and half days to complete. So let me know what you think afetr you see it.​

I just received some good news and an apology from Shatteredlecrown:

"I apologize for saying the things I said, since I'm sorry for bothering him over art he may or may not have traced, I did act immature and carefree but calling the police over such a trivial thing like this is just ridiculous, I don't want to live on this planet anymore if I risk going to jail because of what I said about these ... Drawings."

Now that she has admitted her wrongdoings, I can forgive her crimes against me, even though they were trivial accusations. Hopefully, now this means we can both move on and forget this ever happened. Let this be a message to those who accuse without evidence and show disrespect: Its bad enough that there are people who will do anything just for attention and even to make us angry. But all it takes is a mirror to see your own errors and to try and improve upon yourself.

For the record, I never once threatened her that I'd call the cops, just one of my friends(who will remain anonymous). With this victory, I will move forward and face every challenge that comes my way!

So I'm trying to get Shatteredlecrown on DA to stop harassing me and being abusive and toxic as well as attempting to defame me and my drawings. I've had people do this to me a lot lately and they all claim to have proof but really have none to speak of, it's all just hot air. So for example, here a threat I got recently:


"Uhh, you do realize I showed proof right? I'll I said was that I'd let you off easy from this fiasco if you apologized to canterlot.com publicly, to which you never had to be honest about. I guess I should tell artists of your wrongdoings, but if you can compromise with me, I'll let it all go and forget this ever existed."

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Apologize for what? Defending sketches? This person is always a jerk and her doing what she promised in only going to end with her getting backlash against herself and get her banned. If she is not stopped, she will become a parasite to any artist she has a problem with. I've reported her behavior and hopefully she gets ejected from DA altogether.

So I was playing prison life in roblox and this just happened at random ​

Vectors by emera33

One of my friends made these for me upon request, and I have to say she did a pretty good job on them.​

Before I started drawing sketches, I had a pretty miserable life and no friends to speak of. I would sit in my room alone and rarely speak to my parents or anyone in school. Each day of school just felt boring, there really was nothing that interested me at all. One of my teachers saw how I never did anything but just sit alone by myself and asked me to go with her, so I did just to humor her request. She asked me: "Have you ever tried expressing your emotions through art? It can be very helpful and uplifting." I thought she was joking, why would art be any help to me?

So I replied to her, "No, I don't think it would help me at all..." she thought I was being too negative and had me try drawing something I liked, the first thing that came to mind was MLP. Mind you I was not that good at drawings, but she never judged me for it, instead she helped me get better at it. We became kind of like friends as she taught me to take my time and not rush it(two things I was bad at). To my surprise, I felt better after finishing the drawings. Every day I'd come back after school and she'd continue to tutor me on other techniques and styles. I found that the MLP Style fits better for the ponies I drew up, nothing else worked when I tried it.

The first pony I drew was Fluttershy, as I had more in common with her than anypony else. My teacher seemed impressed with how I could focus and not be distracted when I was into it and showed me a trick to doing some shading for the light on her face. It worked but seemed more suitable for a charcoal drawing than a pencil. I'm not too good at doing it with a pencil anyway, so I just left it black and white.

Now comes the time I almost gave it up:

I was on my 12th-grade semester and everyone was doing the usual, going to classes and going about their day. I meanwhile kept to myself and my drawings, my teacher said she couldn't teach me anything more, so I had to learn new things on my own. But not everyone appreciated what I was drawing up and bullied me, many things were said that hurt such as "Drawing? What a lame talent!", "What a loser!", and "So uncool".

I hated everyone, I felt they should see my pain and experience it for themselves. But I couldn't do anything, I had become like a doormat to them, anyone could walk over me without any consequence. One of my most trusted friends let the whole school in on my love for the show and alienated me from it. I tore up every single drawing I did and felt so much animosity towards them. When school was over, I decided enough was enough and confronted my so called friend outside.

I asked him, "Why would you do that to me? I thought you were my friend!" but he just stood there and not one word came out. As you may not have known, I had no real control of my emotions and smacked him one to his face, breaking his nose in the process. I hated him but said this, "You can go crawl under a rock for all I care, I never want to see your face again." and I left him there, holding his nose. I didn't really care if I got expelled, he deserved it.

About five years later I felt so alone again, I never wanted to trust anyone after what happened to me at school. I thought back to those days when I was happy drawing, and those pictures I drew of Fluttershy and the others I tore up. I just didn't want to see myself give it up and went back to it again, those pencils my teacher gave to me... Now was a good a time as any to use them and continued doing what I did best, my sketches.

I found a quote which matched how I felt and used it as motivation to keep going:

"In spite of everything I shall rise again: I will take up my pencil, which I have forsaken in my great discouragement, and I will go on with my drawing."

Since then I haven't stopped, I have more than 34 drawings in my folder in my drawer in case anyone wishes to see them, I'm not ashamed anymore about them; I'm quite happy that I had such a great and understanding teacher to help me through it all.

I play this game a lot, but never much online these days, and one of those reasons is this:

During one of my matches, I joined a squad and played with them many times, we each had our own way of playing the game. We had each class covered: Assault, Engineer, Recon(Me), and Support(He just called himself Sky) the other two I'll leave as anonymous since it's been too long to remember their names. There came one match where we were getting suppressed by the enemy team and needed a way out. I had one grenade left and tried to throw it toward the opposing team members.

But unfortunately for us, the game decided to be the prick and glitch the window, causing the grenade to bounce off!Killed the whole squad and after respawning, the leader questioned us, "Alright, who the bloody idiot who threw that grenade?" nobody wanted to answer right away, knowing out leader he has a rather nasty habit. I decided to have some fun at one my teammate's expense and tried to not to laugh in my mic and said, "Sky did it, sir.." and the leader walked over to him.

Sky was probably wondering why I accused him, and to be honest, I needed a good laugh for once.

So then came the question, "What the bloody hell is wrong with you, Sky?" and as usual, he gets friendly fired upon(the game setting were set to he could punish anyone who screwed up). Not sure why he wanted it that way, but apparently it deterred us from too many mistakes during matches. After Sky was killed, he respawns and we continue on as normal though Sky now held it against me.

Later on in the match, I felt guilty and waited for the perfect moment to a say: IT WAS ME!! and I left the game quickly, only words that came to my ears before being cut off were: "You mo--". After that, I quit the squad, never to return and knowing our leader, he was ticked off pretty bad.

That's all I have for today's gaming moments, so hope you all enjoyed it! See yall tomorrow and have a good one!

I remembered loving this character so much but never got around to sketching her in this pose. But now It's completed, and quite proud of it.​

I wanted to do a sketch of this scene for some time, and to be honest, i loved it when she was like that cause it was funny ​

Last night I and my friend Jugger were roleplaying, we were having such a great time... He was interrupted every few minutes and the RP slowed to a crawl. Eventually, he fell asleep in the middle of it, but now blames himself and thinks he's a failure. He's now depressed and now back to school after a week's break. I want him to be back to his old self, see him smile. I feel so bad for him when he's like this, every time he really wants to get into it, something comes up that ruins it. What can I do or say that will make him cheer up?​

So I remembered this episode and how Pinkie looked at AJ in it, and thought this was how I was feeling after an argument broke out in our skype group ealier yesterday. So I sketched this during that time to take my mind off of it.​

I am so disappointed in my friend right now, I did him a favor, and yet he still owes me one himself. He promised to return the favor yesterday but had to go off and said he'd be right back, only he never did. When you make a promise, at least, make an attempt to keep it! I feel like he showed me up and left me there like yesterday's garbage!

I always keep mine no matter what, every promise I have kept day after day, week after week! So you guys tell me: Why the buck do I keep trusting this guy to keep his promises so much? Should I keep Roleplaying with him or should I quit and say audios?​

A sketch of Pinkie Pie and Cloudkicker ^_^​

Another sketch of Fluttershy in her shining moment in "Filli Vanilli"​